Happy Birthday To Me 🎂 🎉

And then today is my birthday festival, and i am pretty excited. All the fun I had last year crosses my mind. I remember them my friends&family that celebrated together with me. They came with cakes, presents and smiles. However, today feels a little bit different. I woke up saying ”Happy Birthday to me.” “Sure, but they never actually blessed me. 😔

Morning Thoughts

This morning I opened my window and saw it It was sunny, the birds were chirping. It made me happy, however I was a little lonely. I just wannna leave my niggas lit I mean, the continue at 3 am that made me think they maybe would call or text to say “Happy Birthday! But up until now, it has been relatively quiet.

Waiting for Surprises

Throughout the day, I sit pondering of all we can do. In my mind I eat cake and open presents. I hope my friends remember and visit. And if you ask me, sometimes I think they need reminding it is MY day! I will maybe text them this evening to tell them. It might be interesting to mutually plan something.

Finding Joy in Small Things

Although I am not blessed any good until now, but still keep searching few moments of happy times. So I fix myself a cup of my good ol’ favorite and savor every bit up until my last gulp. I rinse my show and giggle at the enjoyable elements. I think about things that make me smile, my pet and page 32 of Catcher in the Rye. It is the little moments like these that make me happy.

Celebrating Anyway

If not for a grandiose blessing, I celebrate anyways. Dont worry I will buy cool things for me later Well a slice of cake or new book ish. A birthday is supposed to be a day of joy; no matter what. So I shall just continue to smile and say, ‘Happy Birthday me’.